i dun want this to end!!
dear..wad went wrong?? must i walk this path alone??
i need u by my side...
y must u decide to leave me on our anniversary??
i specially take a day off at werk just to spend tyme wif u but end up this is wad i get frm u...
u are being unfair...i have done nothing wrong!!!
argghh!!!

seeing u just now make my heart soo happy..
but u just ignored me..!!
been a week since i see that face of urs...
i cried in front of my two fren!
just becoz of u..n now u said im an attention seeker???
issit wrong to share wif ita?? i just need someone to tok to yesterday
n initially she was online...so issit a wrong????

i cant even concentrate at werk...all have been asking me why?
but all i say was nothing..
ite fren ask 'never mit ur bebyboi??'
i said hes busy...i just dun want them to noe!!
why must u did this to me???
I HATE YOU BUT AT THE SAME TIME I LOVE U SO MUCH!!
my love care n concern toward u have been enuf!
what more u need frm me? i given u everything!!!
is this wad i get? i don deserved all this!

now i had mo more tears to drop!
all have been used up just for u...
its already clear cut have much u are to me..
but still u cant even see..
u r too ego wif ur feeling!
settle thing tru msg...why u cant just tok to me on the fone?
issit so difficult?? arrrrrgggggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



must we really end this bby?? i dun want to
u r my life..my shelter when it rains..
u r my everything!!!!

Labels: missing u badly

life have been perfect buut....
hais...
dun wan to tok abt it...
it just hurt me too much...
i just miss my bebyboi so mucchh!!!!!!!!!!!!





i miss this guy so much!!
feel so awkward without u by my side..
can we be like old time bby? hais...now i have to et used of going back frm werk by myself..no one outside waiting for me.
straight go back home frm school...
as is theres no life for me anymore..
haiss....leave me if u think u can find some1 better..

i dun want to talk abt this anymore...
it just hurt me so much...
i cant believe we were in this state..
coz it was just a sudden situation...
MAKE UP PLS!!!!!!!!!!!

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06/11/09
Went out with S.R mates to marina..
eat.eat.eat...:)
we had our big dinner at seoul garden..
so damn full sei...woohoo..
manjalong manage to join us although hes tired after booking out..
well...thumbs up! hmm..
had a happy day but later at night not too happy..
its always been like this...
happen once n now happen again!! WTH...
dun wan to tok much...just see the pics n enjoys..:)










my last piece of FISHBALL!!! woohhoo....
DELICIOUS!!!

*safely home at 1230am

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early in the morning just now had my maths test...
well..i did well..
100% seh..woohoo..:)
THUMBS UP TO EQAH!!! woohoo!

den late afternoon had QCT..do some reading..
and syed was like playing with the magnifying glass..
manage to captured hys pic..




nothing in class to do so we took some pics...
mostly the peeps since im the camera woman!!!
not fair guys!!!
next tyme aku nye turn!!





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been bussy with werking n schooling..
no tyme for blogging..
lots of updates to be done..

1st of all..:-
i bought a new fone...nokia 5530..:)
a touch screen fone..
using my hard-earned money..
ok lah tu...:)

2nd:-

went to tampines mall after school wif bbyboi..
he wanted to buy me somehing..


bbyboi wif my brownie chocolate...new style n superb!!!
.........
n end up he bought me ELMO!!!
thanks bby..:)i love it..i had hugged it everry single nyte my dear..




3rd:-
went to marina wif hym...:)
ryte after mak long's help out at marsling..
went there n chill at esplanade snaping pictures...:)
enjoy kaes..










4th:-
im now ready to write at a big cake!!!
woohoo..:)
so far so good...:)
customers have been praising my wordingn creativeness...
this is he results...


CANTIKKKN...hehee...:)

Lastly..:-

ITE..
taking alot of picture..
they went smoking in he toilet n i was there looking out for teacher..
hmmph...
hazir capturing pics to test my camera fone...
haiyah...








LAST BUT NOT LEAST...
22nd OCTOBER..
HAPPY 53th BIRTHDAY PAPA-ku!!!


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tad all i can update now..:)
better than nothing...:)

with love;
eqah





went to vivo city wif bbyboi..
buy wanie pressie.. photo taken..:)
the pic shows it all









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before i went out on that day..mit up wif haqim..
he mit ibu on tad dae..she miss hym too much..
all she do is cryy





he have grown bigger!! woohoo...:)

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we have been webcamming..:)
i love hym so much...


CEMONG


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WE WORE THE SAME SHIRT!! conincidently ok...hehe..mwah






janji kul 1130 tapi kebykkn smpi kul 1230.
janji melayu dok..
11 ppl go..1 car 3 bikes..
the girls dlm car wif ali n hafiz
n the rest naik moto...

first house to hafiz n next to my house!!
pictures all taken at ibrahim camera..:)
then the followiing housee....
here some pics..:)




the differences:-using shoe n not..(syed n siti)



the green couple..dewi n sugey

ni je gambar yg dpt dicaptured in my fonne...
will ask ibra to upload...
reach home ard 12 pluss




HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANAFFI!!
280909


BOUGHT FOR HYM A LOVELY CHOC MUD CAKE..
'HAPPY 9-TEEN BDAE HOTSTUFF'



ray n mahathir wen to giant buy sabo-ing stuffs..
mit them at 3pm after werk..
cabbed to wanie's crib to make moorree experience!!

lets the pic show it all..:)




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HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANIE!!!
021009



didnt bought her a cake coz semua da jelak..
so..i ordered canadian pizza..:)

after werk went out to meet bbyboi to buy a suitable present for bbygirl
wen to vivo..unfortunatly i cant find patrick or spongebob..
so i bought her ELMO!!



didnt manage to take pic of our faces kena sabo..
but all had funn!!!!!




bbyboi..
im sorry..
i hurt u again...i deleted it for our own good.
i dun wan any more fight jus because of that
had a slight quarell wif hubby..

i noe he didn mean what he say..i understand
im truly sorie.

hym: i onli have u in my life..nobody except u

tears suddenly drops. he meant alot to me...
onli taf i didnt show hym..my fault for nt telling the truth.
forgive me dear...

me: im sorry
hym: tk yah say sorry.coz aku akn slalu maafkn kau..
kau kn gadis yg paling aku syyg...
me: (*sobbing*)
hym: muwah..sowiee for making u cry..


i guess we are alright now..
pa ma sorie..
i noe u r dissapoined in me..
:(


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First of all i want to wish my bestfren a blessed bdae

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY ASNOR!!
my bestie GEMOK
(250909)


HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ACIITT-KIA
my beloved fren
(220909)


with love;
EQAH

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Labels: bbyboi mad

yesterday after werk bbyboi fetch me..
went j.e find arshad hair dye...
den at 8 we went off to chinese garden for their jamming...:)
2nd tyme went wif my bbyboi..
lets the pic discribe okies??
but no pic taken at jamming









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later at nyte, i webcamming wif my hubby!
first tyme tau..
some girl did for hym hys msn..
so yah...at first adelah siki jealous..
but nvm...at least i can webcam hym everyday now..
woohoo!



i just love my bbyboi soo much tau!!!
muuwah.:)